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Melissa
Australia

I am a mum of four and the day after I had my last baby I was diagnosed with breast cancer. One week later they told me it was metastatic and my world hasn’t been the same since. It’s a constant juggle of trying to be a mum still, but school run takes all my energy. My husband is home with me most of the week now, he wakes me up in the morning checking if I’m still breathing sometimes, scared if I don’t respond. The health anxiety doesn’t go away, not for me, him or my children. MBC is going to bed tired and waking up tired, questioning every pain, falling apart while walking around put together being told you don’t look sick. I’m nauseous, dizzy and my body is aching, my palms itch and my hearing is sensitive but people only see the make up, and it makes it incredibly hard because you feel the pressure to move on, but you’re stuck in what feels like a race against time. The world has moved on but I feel like I can’t, I don’t know how to yet and I’m not sure I ever will. My baby is 5 months now and I’m only 29. It’s hard not having a finish line to look forward to, because treatment is for life. I hope and pray that they find a cure before it’s too late for me.