Stella A.
United Kingdom
Fourteen years ago, I underwent a mastectomy and in 2024 metastatic breast cancer [spread to my] bones. This diagnosis profoundly altered my life, leaving me with a constant presence of fear. While I may appear cheerful or happy on the surface, deep down, in moments of solitude when others are asleep, uncertainty and the realisation of my limited life expectancy resurface, casting a shadow over my thoughts.
Dealing with mental health challenges becomes a daunting task, as I am left to manage my medication alone. The journey is arduous, and life no longer resembles its former norm. Despite my best efforts, even at this stage of my two-year battle with MBC, the future remains uncertain, with the possibility of both improvement and deterioration.
Acceptance is a challenging process. Reminiscing about my past, even viewing photographs, evokes a sense of sadness. I am filled with thoughts about my seven-year-old daughter and the challenges she will face in life without me.
In essence, my journey has been marked by fear, acceptance, loneliness, depression, and unwavering strength.



